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Saya yakin, pada dasarnya semua orang boleh berpendapat. Sebab jika berpendapat itu sudah dilarang, saya pasti sudah mengikir dinding penjara karena tak sudi berhenti bercerita. Lagipula, kata Bunda saya, orang zaman sekarang mana bisa dipercaya?
Terakhir kali saya percayakan hati saya saja, orang itu entah kemana. Katanya sih sibuk belajar. Saya lantas tanya; belajar apa sih, sayang? Matematika? Itu kan mudah. Saya bisa kok, cuma saya lebih mahir saja belajar mencintai kamu.
Orang bilang saya pengecut karena tidak memperjuangkan apa yang seharusnya saja kejar. Cinta. Buat apa? Saya lari-lari mengejarnya di dalam pikiran saya saja sudah lelah, sedangkan tidak sehela nafaspun dia sempat mikirin saya. Di hati saya sudah gaduh jika beberapa pesan saya tidak ia gubris. Saya sih tidak sempat marah, soalnya mencintai dia saja sudah menguras tenaga; mana bisa lagi?
Omong-omong, pengecut itu kalau tidak punya nyali dan beraninya hanya mengambil milik orang lain tanpa izin. Masa’ saya yang baik ini dibilang pengecut? Memangnya alpa apa yang saya perbuat? Duh sayang, saya rasa kamu berlebihan. Mana bisa menyayangi kamu tanpa meminta balasan seujung kuku pun itu namanya dosa?
Pengecut; pengecut. Saya rela dijuluki pengecut karena saya hanya bisa mengharap segala yang baik dari sela-sela jemari buat kamu. Tanpa henti, walaupun kamu tidak tahu. Sebab jika kamu bahagia, saya pun akan juga. Maka, baik-baik ya disana. Semoga doa seorang pengecut ini didengar Tuhan. Sampai jumpa lagi di perbatasan takdir.
(Putika Herdin, late November, 2015)
Everybody needs inspirations, motivations, and intelligence. And we as a woman have to stay strong standing on our own feet without anyone to lay on or to depends on. Be with people whom influence you the good and positive vibes and also get out from the comfort zone.
I know, we can't deny the insecurities nor the feeling of being unwanted, but you have to believe in youself that you are unique. No one else could ever be compared to you.
No one could ever offer things like you do.
No one could imitate you.
No one could ever offer the same beauty as you do.
No one could ever offer the same warmth as you do.
No one could ever offer the comfort as you do.
I ever made a promise that i'll post something about "how to lose weight" aka "dieting". And here we go! Everyone obviously desire a well perfect shaped body, but some people were born to be lucky and the others were born to be a fighter. So which one of you?
To be honest, i am the 2nd choices and after the long struggle 2years ago, i am in love with the new me because no result will ever betrayed the efforts. Beside commited a healthy diet by took care of eating system, i did some exercise too.
My typical exercise wasn't like the outdoor activities but indoor activities. And i'll divide it into 2 sections, and they are (1) Morning exercise and (2) Evening exercise.
"The world is a book and those who do not travel only read the page" -Unknown
The theme that i'm going to put here is travelling. And for make it more specific i will take Singapore as my object. It is so near with my hometown Batam, Indonesia. A small country that we could visit only within 1hour from Batam and we only need to pay about almost 40 SG$ (Rp 400.000) for 2 ways. (well, let's count 1$ is about Rp. 10.000 because Rp. 9 thousand point whatever it takes, a little bit complicated).
There are places you must visit if you come to Singapore. It will offers you good panoramas and also a super cleanest country as it best. I will describe some of each places that i have visited here and i am going to mention the prices it takes (as i remember).
"You know you've read a good book when you turn the last page and feel a little as if you have lost a friend"
The first time i saw the cover i was like "wow, i should buy this book or i'll regret it sooner". I really like the way Sherry Argov wrote all the materials inside the book and also it will change your perspective about relationship soon. I am not a relationship expert or whatever, but through this book i knew a little bit more and increase the knowledge of being in mature relationship.
