I dont know since when i got labeled as a follower or a fans just because i do write. i mean like, it's not like i do a "copy-paste" from somebody's blog. i do write just because i want. i desire. i enjoy it. and i bet everyones around the world do that too. just because you have that thing first, doesn't mean people following you. and what's more, people love to write what is on their mind. they are free to talk every dark and bright stories they want to reveal. and just because they want to share a happy story doesn't mean they talk shits nor useless. but some people tend to believe everything they want to believe nor someone urge them to believe no matter how much you want to make everything clear. but some people are different. you can't judge them from the way they write. and you dont have to feel so much insecure about it by saying rude things to them just because you couldn't handle their writting. as long as they are not saying mean words to you nor ask you with slutty words nor asking you to start a war, why you have to replied by humiliating them? or just because you want to show them who is the real you doesn't mean you have to bring up their weakness. dont you know by you act that way, will make you more unrespected.

To be honest, there is no something wrong of being nice. And most of us, have some perspective of being nice is only because to get the feedback later. perhaps of being nice because it is a sincerity but rather be to get the advantages upon being nice to people. And now a days, humans always have the high expectation of being nice to others and make it as the gun to asked or demands every action they had been given. When actually it is only hurt them in the very end of place. Even though they already know how it gonna be end soon, but they still hope for the better is yet to come. Because they already have the mindset if they are nice to people then people will follow their rules even the truth it is not at all. So it is okay to be nice as long as you don't have to put the high expectation among your deed later. because, believe me it will hurt you sooner or later.

And also, many people love to question themselves "why do i have to be nice to people, if in the end they will just disappoint me?" And this is also happen to myself, as i keep to ask myself why do i have to instead of just doing it so. Because the truth is i am not a saint or yet a good person. And honestly, i am still demand for every deed i had given to people. But, as i grew up there are a lot of lessons that i can take and learn. And also i met so much valuable people in my life and they teach me that teacher couldn't. People with a lot of differences make me realize we are not capable to control them. We could not asked them to be what we hope them to. They are not a machine we can control whatever we want them to. And every kind of types of humans made me realize that they have their own rules too.